2/26/2007
Who raised Jesus?
The question that was pondered was...who raised Jesus from the dead? It may seem like a stupid question...but allow us to ponder this for a moment. Was it the Father who raised Jesus from the dead, or is it essential to believe that Jesus raised Himself from the dead? If we believe that Christ conquered death in His death on the cross...then I guess it can be the Father. However, if you believe that Christ's resurrection is what conquered death...then it seems as though Christ had to doing the raising on His own. This could be supported if we assert that Christ is the keeper of the keys to heaven and hell.
It seems, at this point anyway, that one's answer to this question is dependent upon whether or not it is the death or resurrection that overcame death. If Christ came to conquer death, then He had to do this on His own. If it was the Father who did the raising...then how can the ressurection be significant?
A second discussion that developed out of this was...what happened to the Trinity when Christ died? If we subscribe to the concept that Jesus was forsaken, what happened to the relationship between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit? If we subscribe to the statement that Christ descended to hell in the Apostle's Creed, then this is an ever more prominent issue.
The essence of the question concerns how Jesus was forsaken. In order to take on the sins of the world, Jesus had to experience what we deserved for our sinfulness. What is the culmination of our sinfulness? A separation from God. This is interesting. How does a person of the Trinity experience separation?
Many answers have developed. There were two major possibilities that came up. First, maybe the Trinity did cease to exist until the resurrection. Secondly, perhaps there was no separation, which would indicate, in some way, that Jesus did not recieve the cost of our sins.
To wrap this up sooner rather than later...I conclude that the answer is both...sort of. You see, Christ is fully human and fully divine. We have no problem stating and believing that to be true. He can walk among us and be tempted as we are while, at the same time, being fully God.
I believe this answers both questions that I posed. In Jesus' death, He did experience the consequences of our sins. He felt the separation from God. He knew, during that time, what it was like to be totally and completely out of the presence of God. However, He still remained a person of the Trinity. I know...it sounds rediculous and contrary to commonsense. Many times, commonsense is wrong anyway...just as it is in trying to understand the Trinity itself, the incarnation, etc.
Since Jesus can be fully God and fully human, he can experience the reality of being God, while, at the same time, experience the reality of being human. He can experience temptation, sorrow, pain, and many other things that we experience...and...at the same time know what it means to be in a perfect, harmonious relationship with our heavenly Father. If you accept my proposal, which I am sure is not unique to me, than accepting that Jesus can feel complete separation from the Father and the Holy Spirit while still being in the Triune relationship is completely intelligible...and valid.
Furthermore...if Jesus can exist in such a relationship, then Jesus can play a role in His own resurrection. He can raise Himself. He can do this because the divine characteristics of Jesus did not cease to be. This still maintains the importance of the resurrection as a prime role in overcoming death.
To conclude...the reality of who Jesus is answers the questions that I posed. The supposed contradiction between Christ being human and Christ being divine is a false dichotomy that all-too-often serves as a stumbling block when we do not even realize it. There are many issues and questions that are followed with..."How can this be?" The answer...many times...is...because of who Jesus is. At least that is what I see the answer to these questions to be.
2/22/2007
On the Insufficiency of Human Strength
The following excerpt from Way of the Ascetics was written by Tito Colliander. Tito was born in Russia but spent most of his life in Helsinki, Finland. He was an artist and a novelist and an Eastern Orthodox layperson.
This article can be found in From Christ to the World: Introducing Readings in Christian Ethics (p. 284-285) or it can be found online at http://www.stvladimirs.ca/library/way-ascetics-two.html.
The holy Fathers say with one voice: The first thing to keep in mind is never in any respect to rely on yourself. The warfare that now lies before you is extraordinarily hard, and your own human powers are altogether insufficient to carry it on. If you rely on them you will immediately be felled to the ground and have no desire to continue the battle. Only God can give you the victory you wish.
This decision not to rely on self is for most people a severe obstacle at the very outset. It must be overcome, otherwise we have no prospect of going further. For how can a human being receive advice, instruction and help if he believes that he knows and can do everything and needs no directions? Through such a wall of self-satisfaction no gleam of light can penetrate. Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight, cries the prophet Isaiah (5:21), and the apostle St. Paul utters the warning: Be not wise in your own conceits (Romans 12:16). The kingdom of heaven has been revealed unto babes, but remains hidden from the wise and prudent (Matthew 11:25).
We must empty ourselves, therefore, of the immoderately high faith we have in ourselves. Often it is so deeply rooted in us that we do not see how it rules over our heart. It is precisely our egoism, our self-centeredness and self-love that cause all our difficulties, our lack of freedom in suffering, our disappointments and our anguish of soul and body.
Take a look at yourself, therefore, and see how bound you are by your desire to humour yourself and only yourself. Your freedom is curbed by the restraining bonds of self-love, and thus you wander, a captive corpse, from morning till eve. "Now I will drink," "now I will get up," "now I will read the paper." Thus you are led from moment to moment in your halter of preoccupation with self, and kindled instantly to displeasure, impatience or anger if an obstacle intervenes.
If you look into the depths of your consciousness you meet the same sight. You recognize it readily by the unpleasant feeling you have when someone contradicts you. Thus we live in thralldom. But where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty (11 Corinthians 3:17).
How can any good come out of such an or biting around the ego? Has not our Lord bidden us to love our neighbour as ourselves, and to love God above all? But do we? Are not our thoughts instead always occupied with our own welfare?
No, be convinced that nothing good can come from yourself. And should, by chance, an unselfish thought arise in you, you may be sure that it does not come from you, but is scooped up from the wellspring of goodness and be stowed upon you: it is a gift from the Giver o life. Similarly the power to put the good thought into practice is not your own, but is given you by the Holy Trinity.
2/06/2007
1 Samuel 15
Samuel tells Saul that the Lord intends to punish the Amelikites for the way they had treated Israel while Israel was in the wilderness. The instructions were to...(1)attack the Amalekites, (2)destroy everything, and (3)spare nothing. The key here is #3. Spare nothing! As the chapter progresses, Saul attacked the Amalekites. #1 is accomplished. Good job Saul. He destroyed all of Agag's (king of Amalekites) people with the sword. #2 accomplished...sort of. You see, Saul decided to spare Agag as well as the best sheep and cattle, the fat calves and lambs. He spared everything that was good.
Then the Lord speaks to Samuel to inform Samuel that the Lord is grieved that He ever chose Saul. So, Samuel confronts Saul. It happens like this:
When Samuel reached him, Saul said, "The LORD bless you! I have carried out the LORD's instructions." But Samuel said, "What then is this bleating of sheep in my ears? What is this lowing of cattle that I hear?" Saul answered, "The soldiers brought them from the Amalekites; they spared the best of the sheep and cattle to sacrifice to the LORD your God, but we totally destroyed the rest." "Stop!" Samuel said to Saul. "Let me tell you what the LORD said to me last night." "Tell me," Saul replied. Samuel said, "Although you were once small in your own eyes, did you not become the head of the tribes of Israel? The LORD anointed you king over Israel. And he sent you on a mission, saying, 'Go and completely destroy those wicked people, the Amalekites; make war on them until you have wiped them out.' Why did you not obey the LORD? Why did you pounce on the plunder and do evil in the eyes of the LORD?" "But I did obey the LORD," Saul said. "I went on the mission the LORD assigned me. I completely destroyed the Amalekites and brought back Agag their king. The soldiers took sheep and cattle from the plunder, the best of what was devoted to God, in order to sacrifice them to the LORD your God at Gilgal." But Samuel replied: "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. (1 Samuel 15:13-22)
We often shake our heads at Saul after reading this story. How could he have been so thickheaded? How could he have messed up so badly? The problem is this; Saul was trying to do a good thing. He thought that saving the king and the best of the best for sacrifices would be seen as honorable and noble in the eyes of the Lord. At least that is what he says.
We can very easily come down on Saul here...but...how often are we in his shoes? How often do we fall victim to doing things that we think will be "good" in God's eyes when it is not within God's will? This could be anything. It could be trying to keep a ministry alive...when it should die. It could be forcing a relationship into your idea of what it should be...when God's idea of what it should be is different.
I am sure that our intensions are in the right place. The reality is, however, that our intensions may not be right. Our intensions...no matter how good they seem...could be contrary to God's intensions. I don't think that any of us would want to do something contrary to God's will...but it happens. It happens all too often.
Saul did what he thought was right because he did not know what God's will was. I believe that he had to do this. He had to think of something because his relationship with Yahweh was dead. He had a strained relationship with God that made it difficult to follow the will of God.
We do well to ensure that our relationship with God is one that enables us to hear His guidance and His will. If not...we may here the words that Saul heard from Samuel..."Why did you pounce on the plunder and do evil in the eyes of the Lord?"
1/27/2007
Fairweather?
Here is the interesting thing. I have been a Dolphins fan since I was 5 years old. I have hated the Dolts pretty much just as long. I remember many games I attended in Indianapolis that had more Dolphins fans than Dolts fans. Keep in mind it was a Dolts home game. However, now that the Dolts can win some games...fans come out of the woodwork. They claim that they have always been a Dolts fan...they buy the jerseys...they buy memorabilia...yadda...yadda...yadda. But...in reality, they are merely fairweather fans. Fans who only accept a team when they do well. Fans who bail on their team when the going gets tough. Indianapolis is notorious for fans like this. Are you one? We will see when they begin to stink again like they have in the past. (By the way...Indianapolis Dolts cannot claim the history of the Baltimore Colts. Baltimore does not claim you...so don't claim their history. You never had Unitas...so stop claiming him.)
I am proud to be a Dolphins fan. That will never change...even when they go 6-10. That is what being a fan is all about. Anyone can cheer for a team when they do well. It takes a true fan to support a team when they struggle. Our faith is much the same way.
Anyone can claim Jesus to be Lord and Savior when things are going well. But the true test is when things go wrong. Who is your Lord then? Do we claim Christ when it benefits us the most and shove him aside when it serves us better to do so? The question we must ask of ourselves is: Are we fairweather Christians?
This is an important question that we must all search for the answer to. Being a Christian means standing up and claiming Christ no matter what the outlook is like, no matter how bad things are, and no matter who is winning the game.
My biggest pet-peeve is a fairweather fan. The worst are those who are fairweather fans and ridicule me for being a Dolphins fan and standing firm on my convictions. I believe that those fans do a severe injustice to dedicated fans. What sort of injustice are we doing to the Christian faith if we are merely fairweather Christians? Let us all stand firm on our convictions...and claim Christ!
Go Fins!!! Down with the Dolts! (I had to get one more shot in)
1/23/2007
God Shuffled His Feet
After seven days
He was quite tired so God said:
"Let there be a day
Just for picnics, with wine and bread"
He gathered up some people he had made
Created blanket and laid back in the shade
The people sipped their wine
And what with God there, they asked him questions
Like: do you have to eat
Or get your hair cut in heaven?
And if your eye got poked out in this life
Would it be waiting up in heaven with your wife?
God shuffled his feet and glanced around at them;
The people cleared their throats and stared right back at him
So he said:"Once there was a boy
Who woke up with blue hair
To him it was a joy
Until he ran out into the warm air
He thought of how his friend would come to see;
And would they laugh, or had he got some strange disease?
God shuffled his feet and glanced around at them;
The people cleared their throats and stared right back at him
The people sat waiting
Out on their blankets in the garden
But God said nothing
So someone asked him:"I beg your pardon:
I'm not quite clear about what you just spoke
Was that a parable, or a very subtle joke?"
God shuffled his feet and glanced around at them;
The people cleared their throats and stared right back at him
1/11/2007
A challenge to lead
"Managers are those who do things right and leaders are those who do the right things."
Although this is a quote that we would all, for the most part, agree with, I think many of us would be surprised that we tend to fall into the "manager" category more often than the "leader" category. For those of us heading into the pastoral ministry, or any other full-time ministry position for that matter, this should be alarming.
We are called to be leaders...yet we manage. We want our congregations to grow...yet we maintain the status quo. We want to create new and innovative forms of worship...yet we continue to follow the same format that we always have.
Jesus was an innovative guy. He did not manage...He lead. The simple quote, "Follow Me" illustrates this point plain enough. Jesus certainly did not maintain the status quo. In fact...you could say that He died because He didn't maintain the status quo. Finally, Christ did not continue worship in the same old fashion. He turned what it meant to worship the Living God on its head. Jesus Christ was a leader.
What differentiated Jesus from managers was that He took risks. They were not risks for risk's sake. They were risks for the sake of the Gospel. Maybe we too should take more risks. Maybe we should be willing to fail for the Gospel. Fail for the Gospel? What a great idea!!
Let us move from our fear of failure to an acceptance of failure. Let's embrace new paradigms of worship, new methods of leading, and challenge the status quo. I challenge you...as well as myself...to take a risk for the sake of the Gospel.
If we are taking the risk for the sake of the Gospel and fail...we succeed. Because the failure was an attempt to seek the face of God. Isn't that what we are supposed to do anyway?
1/02/2007
Pizza King
Here is a photo of this delectable pizza...or "pie" as some may say...

Is it the best in the world?...probably not. Best in the state of Indiana?...probably not. But...it is the best I have ever had. But...I guess you will have to go to Indiana to see for yourself because my telling you that it is the best will not do the trick because I have been told a number of times that the local pizza is the best or another pizza joint is the best...only to be disappointed in the end.
How does this relate to our faith? I am not sure. Maybe there is no substitute for the best thing...i.e. Jesus. Or, maybe proof is needed in order to believe something to be true. That one would be supported by the closing verses of the 20th chapter of John. However, in the end, I think the point of this story is that the local pizza is really not as good as some think it is.
Maybe this is one of those rare posts where I simply take a shot at something and have no real point to be made...only to post a picture of the pizza we ate.
12/18/2006
Are churches too feminized?
To summarize the article...churches are so feminized that men no longer feel comfortable in churches. Here are some of the statistics found within the article:
5 out of 6 men consider themselves Christian but only 2 out of six attend church.
Church attendance is roughly 1/3 men and 2/3 women.
Nearly 1/4 of married women attend church alone while their husbands play golf, sleep in, or mow the lawn.
I could go on listing the statistics of men and church attendance, but I think the stats above paint a clear enough picture. Authior David Murrow says that other religions have little trouble attracting men. His theory is that Judaism, Buddhism, and Islam offer more "uniquely masculine" experiences for men. However, in Christianity, faith is painted as an unconditional love relationship with Jesus. This may be true to a certain extent but this presentation of the gospel will attract more women then men...and it has.
Just think of the terminology that we use to describe our faith. We refer to ourselves as the "Bride of Christ" and speak of God's unconditional love and the commandment to love one another. This sort of language appeals to women (stereotypically) and not as much to men (again...stereotypically).
The way we do church...its structure, organization, presentation, decoration, and its teaching...is geared toward women. I know, I know. As we continue in the push to be gender nutural in our language and in our actions...we leave men behind. As we attempt to avoid sexism against women...we commit sexism against men.
I know, I know. Someone is thinking that I am a sexist pig right now...but allow me to put it this way. Imagine you are driving your car down a snow covered road. The snow is packed down pretty good so it is a little slick. Suddenly, you lose control. You begin to "fish-tail". What do you do? Well...if you have ever lived in these conditions...you simply make a correction by keeping the tires pointed in the direction that you want to go. But...if you steer too far in one direction...you have overcorrected and you will continue to fish-tail.
This is what we tend to do in the church...on many issues. We fish-tail. I am all for women in the ministry and making things more equal. The problem is that, sometimes, we overcorrect and when we do that it sends us into a fish-tail that excludes someone else...in this case...men.
No doubt many of you have heard of people referring to God as "Sophia". This is overcorrection at its finest. Imagine how a man feels when the God that he has known as Father his whole life is now called "Sophia" and referred to as his mother. Of course...I know many women who would struggle with this too.
So, anyway...at some point we must learn how to correct this vehicle we call church the right amount. Overcorrecting has never solved problems...it has only replaced one problem with another.
I am still processing this information and I encourage you to do the same. This article can be found on the following website...
http://www.goodnewsmag.org/magazine/SeptemberOctober/so06feminized.htm
12/06/2006
A New Paradigm...For Me Anyway

So...the community debate continues. But now I have a new thought process which is radically different than my previous arguments. I believe that my arguments were wrong. Can you believe that? I admitted that I was wrong. Mark this on your calendars...because as my wife can attest...this never happens. However, I also believe that those things I would argue against were wrong. I think that our mindset must be reoriented in regards to community (I use "reoriente" on purpose).
As my friends on the Worship Development Team decided to make me wake at 5:15 in the morning this past Sunday to celebrate Advent...which is another thing that never happens. Well, I take that back...I will wake that early for golf. Although I did not want to go and the last thing I wanted to do that early was spend time with people (I am not a morning person) it was actually quite good. During our little worship service, we all faced the east where the sun was beginning to wake itself. It is here that God slapped me with a new paradigm...for me anyway.
As we gazed upon the sunrise, it was mentioned that we were orienting ourselves to the east, which is believed to be the direction that Jesus will return from. When we are reorienting ourselves, we are turning our focus to the east (which is what orient means) in expectation for the coming Messiah (see? This is Advent!). As we stood there, for the first time I thought to myself...we are in community! For those of you I have had these debates with...this statement may be shocking to you...so...I will leave you on a cliffhanger.
In class today, we talked about the 17th chapter of John when Christ prays to the Father. It is here that Jesus says, "My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. (John 17:20-21).
We see that it is Jesus' desire for us to be "one". So, we strive to build community. We should spend time with one another, love one another, act in certain ways to one another, etc. What we forget is that in the passage above, Jesus gives us the example of how to be in unity. The example is His relationship with the Father. It was close...that is undeniable. Jesus' ministry was a ministry of prayer and intimacy with the Father. What we do, however, is interprete this to mean that you and I have to be that way with one another. I agree...however...I think we need to reorient ourselves. The meat of this passage is not on my relationship with you.
As we stood in the circle on that chilly Sunday morning, we looked upon one another...we read Scripture...we prayed...we participated in quality liturgy. However, when we turned and all faced to the east, I saw the picture of what community is. We were oriented to the Savior. We were facing to the east and looking for Christ. Our focus was not on one another...it was on God!
When we try to establish community, we spend a lot of time ensuring that there is fruit. In the words of A.W. Tozer, in his book The Root of Righteousness, he states, "the (church) fathers were concerned with the root of the matter, while their present-day descendants seem concerned only with the fruit.” What Tozer is saying is that in order to pursue righteousness, we have to be focused (or oriented) toward Christ rather than the fruit. The fruit will come with a proper relationship with Christ. If we spend all of our time focusing on manufacturing proper fruit than we miss the source of the fruit...and as we know...without the root, the fruit will die.
So...what is community. My paradigm shift is to say that community is formed with a common focus. A common orientation...to the east...to Christ. Let us cast away the idea that we must produce fruit on our own. We do not have to change people into what we think they should be. If you are oriented to the east...and I am oriented to the east...we are in community. Even if you are on the other side of the world...we are in community because we are abiding in Christ and it is within Christ that we find community with the Body of Christ.
Is community the group of five or so people you hang out with? Or, is community the entire Body of Christ?
This is where I am...trying to correct my orientation. Moving my focus from the fruit to the root...of righteousness...of community...of LIFE!!!!!
11/30/2006
Socialization
To clarify what I mean by the "community" that I argue against...I have discovered a term that better fits this sense of "community". That term...socialization. To be defined, socialization is something done to somebody by somebody else. This is the mentality of "community" at times. People within this "community" aim at pressing the way they do things (whether it is fellowship, discuss, work, etc...) into the lives of others. This can be beneficial. It can introduce individuals and groups to the rich resources of the Christian faith and specific religious traditions. It can add support and encouragement to someone's life.
However, there are also many bad aspects of this socialization. For starters, it can lead to pathological dependency. It can become something that you have to have and your ability to hear the voice of God (or perform other acts of faith) will become totally dependent upon this "community" that performed socialization on you. Another major problem is that it tends to encourage a group superiority complex and exclusiveness.
Any time that you are approached by a member of a socialization community and asked to change your behavior because it does not match what the "community" desires, you are suddenly slapped in the face with the fact that the norms and standards of the "community" are necassary to become fully a part of the "community". This sounds an awful lot like group superiority to me and an excluusion of anyone who does not meet the norms. Before you reply and tell me how important it is to follow a groups norms because of morality, ethics, etc..., please note that I am speaking of non-essentials here. I totally agree in the following statement:
In essentials unity
In non-essentials liberty
In all things charity
(I think I have that right)
It is often humurous to me that many times, within the "community" debate, I find myself being accused of having views that are dead wrong. I am often told that it would benefit me greatly if I changed my thoughts (this is often because people don't listen and take the time to discover what I am saying...they simply hear something that seems contrary to their beliefs, and I think that frightens them). The interesting thing to me is that it is rare for someone I am speaking to to acknowledge that there is a small chance...an astronomically small chance...that they are wrong. I will be first to admit...I MAY BE WRONG. Obviously, I do not think so...but it is a possibility.
I believe that community is something far greater than socialization. Community involves an acceptance of how each of us has been made differently by the same God. There is a reason that I am the way I am (please keep all jokes to a minimum in regards to that phrase). If I am forced into participating in a community that practices socialization, who I am will be snuffed out and I will cease to be who I am. And...as I have said a million times...one cannot know who he/she is in community, if he/she does not know who they are as an individual.
True community molds people into the likeness of Christ...not the likeness of themselves. The problem is that the majority of the time, we do not know that we are trying to form people into the likeness of ourselves. The ratiolnale is, "This is how God made me, so this is how God wants everyone to be." This is the breeding ground for socialization.
Just because I don't fit into the paradigm of what you believe community is, does not mean that we cannot have great Christian community. In fact, I challenge that we could have fantastic Christian community. The problem is that we must first understand that what community is may not look like what we are picturing.
I shall conclude my rant............now!
11/15/2006
The Whipping Boy
As I think of the coming years, I try to imagine what my life will look like and I see only a void. It is not something that I can predict. It is the first time, that I can remember, that my future has not been fairly clear. In fact, in trying to look past December of 2007, other than being able to tell you the "general" area that we will be in, I have no idea what to expect. I am terrified.
My wife is entertaining me by allowing me to read her a chapter every night of my favorite childhood book. I love this book! Reading it simply makes me feel good. Tonight we will complete this amazing text when we read the final chapter. The book is called The Whipping Boy by Sid Fleischman. It is a story about Prince Brat and Jemmy-From-The-Streets, who is the Prince's whipping boy. You see, you cannot whip the Prince, so each time he gets in trouble the Whipping Boy gets whipped.Last night we read the chapter in which Jemmy and Prince Brat were in the sewers, running from Hold-Your-Nose Billy and Cutwater. They are the bad-guys of the story...the highway men...the scoundrels...the ruffians...you get the drift.
While they are in the sewer Prince Brat is scarred. So scarred that he grabs hold of Jemmy's hand (a little background...shaking hands with the Prince was forbidden...no one shakes the Prince's hand). Instead of letting go, Jemmy allowed Prince Brat to hold on and he led Prince Brat through the sewers because Jemmy knew which tunnel to take.
As I read this portion of the book, I find myself relating to Prince Brat. As I stand in a place that consists of looking for direction and some sort of plan, I find myself scarred. Prince Brat knew exactly what he was doing. Jemmy-From-The-Streets used to make a living as a ratcatcher. He did this in the sewers. Jemmy was in his element and Prince Brat was not. The Prince knew this and grab ahold of the one who is in his element.
As I stand in the dark, searching for the right path (or tunnel), I find that the only thing that I can do is reach for the One who is in His element. I think that this is part of ministry. Having things planned and organized is not the objective. Sure, we can plan things and organize things in our ministries, but we can only do it if we are connected with Jesus. When we lose that grasp on Jesus, we may stray down the wrong path. In the book, the wrong path would cause you to be attacked by thousands of rats and be eaten alive. If we lose our grasp on Jesus and head down the wrong path........our consequences may be far worse.
11/06/2006
Tony's Mid-season Awards

10 - NFL's biggest embarrassment goes to: Terrel Owens (This guy has no concept of what it means to be on a team. He is an amazing reciever. Imagine how good he would be if he would shut-up and play football. On a side note, if he is going to claim to be the best in the NFL, he hasgot to stop dropping balls. He has dropped way too many passes to be the best reciever in the league, or ever as he would lead you to believe.)
9 - NFL's worst rule goes to: Illegal contact (This rule, or the over-enforcing of this rule, is the number one reason that Manning broke Marino's TD record. It remains one of the main reasons that he continues to throw TDs. Watch the Colts a couple of times and see how often the defense is called for this violation. It is a lot...and usually it is the sort of contact that should be allowed. The enforcing of this rule came about because the Colts did not like how physical the Patriots were with them in the AFC Championship game...so they complained and whined. The rule is now enforced which may explain why the Colts get all the calls. This just proves that if you want to get your way...just whine and complain...maybe even cry about it...Peyton fits will here. With this rule in place, defensive backs should be called defenseless backs. But, I digress.)
8 - NFL's biggest disapointment goes to: Cincinnati Bengals (I thought at the beginning of the season that the Bengals were going to win the Super Bowl. I rarely switch teams in mid-season but they have me on the edge getting ready to jump ship.)
7 - NFL's most errogant team goes to: Pittsburgh Steelers (Come on guys. You were beat by the Oakland Raiders and your season has been flushed down the toilet, yet you continue to think that you are someone special. One Super Bowl and even Hines Ward struts like he is Terrell Owens. Any time they get a first down, they celebrate and jump around as if they just scored a 30 point touchdown. I guess with a QB like Roethlisberger, a first down is a big deal. Hate to break it to you guys...but you have already lost your crown as the NFL champs. Party is over. I think someone forgot to tell them that defending Super Bowl champions were supposed to defend their title.)
6 - NFL's worst pregame analyst goes to: Jerome Bettis (He wins this one hands down! Sterling Sharpe and Chris Collinsworth simply laugh at him every single Sunday night because he has no idea what he is talking about. Maybe he should just stick to the "Man Law" commercials. But, hey, I guess every show could use some comic relief.)
5 - NFL's worst Color Commentator goes to: John Madden (I am shocked that this man ever coached football. He never says anything of substance and always sounds as though he is explaining football to fourth grade girls. Secondly, he is one of the reasons that people like Ben and Peyton are overrated...because he never stops worshipping them. I think he has a shrine of Peyton Manning in his bedroom that he bows to every night...facing East of course.)
4 - NFL's most underrated team goes to: Miami Dolphins (I know, I know. You are probably saying, "He only says the Dolphins because he is a Dolphins fan!" Well, that is the benefit of it being MY list! We are going to see, however, that the Miami Dolphins will play havic with their opponents along the line in their chase for the playoff spots. Keep in mind also that Miami has the third toughest schedule throughout the rest of the season.)
3- NFL's most overrated team goes to: Indianapolis Colts (With a run defense that opens like the Panama Canal...they have no shot at winning the SuperBowl. Plus Manning will choke anyway...hence one reason he is one of the most overrated player category.)
2 - NFL's most underrated player goes to: Mark Bulger (Is this a surprise to you? If it is...it is probably because you have not heard that he has thrown for 2300 yards, 13 TDs, only 1 INT, and has a QB rating of 102.1. Pretty impressive for a guy you never hear about or talk about. By the way...he plays for the Rams.)
1- NFL's most overrated player goes to: Peyton Manning and Ben Roethlisberger (There is a tie! Ben Roethlisberger is horrible. He has managed to lose games all by himself, which, I guess, is impressive that he does not need the rest of the team to help him. Ben has 7 TDs and 14 INTs!! He is better than Charlie Frye though...but not by much. And what about Peyton "The Cry-Baby" Manning, or Captain Choke as I like to call him. The analysts and announcers, especially Madden, treat him like he is just a small step from being Christ. Any time that a QB can throw four incomplete passes, that should have been completed, in a row and follow it with a five yard screen pass, and you hear someone say, "That is why Peyton Manning is the greatest quarterback in the NFL," you know that they are overrated. I wonder if his middle name is Midas. It seems, by listening to people like Madden and all the fans that are influenced by someone like Madden, that everything he does turns to gold. However, he can't seem to put a gold ring on his finger.)
So, there you have it! Tony's mid-season awards for the NFL. The winners of these awards will be notified in the coming days of their honors. I believe that the Steelers were notified of their award yesterday when they lost to the Broncos.
10/23/2006
What color is the grass at night?
This makes me think back to my Physics course in high school. I loved that class. We learned things that surprised us and intrigued us. One thing that stuck with me since that class is how light works. Allow me to explain.

I often ask people the question, "What color is the grass at night?" The common response is something along the lines of..."Green...duh!!" Well...I am sorry to burst bubbles here (not really), but green is the wrong answer. No object, whether grass, a car, a book, water, etc... has a color. They simply reflect color.
There is an inevitable stat that you are bound to hear at some point that red cars get more tickets than any other color car. Some would call this prejudice toward red cars by police officers. Some would even call this auto-racism. The fact of the matter is this...the radars that are used by police officers operate with a red laser beam. That red beam travels to the travelling automobile and bounces back. Based on the pigment in the paint of the car the beam will travel back to the radar at various strengths. Since a red-pigmented car reflects red, it is easier to get a reading from a red car. Have you noticed that black shirts are hotter than white shirts? That is because, white pigmented shirts relfect all colors while black absorbs all colors thus holding the heat.
I have tried numerous times to explain this concept to loved ones but to no avail. Sometimes people just want proof. I have even seen people go out with a flashlight to check the color of grass. I hope that this sounds as stupid to you as it did me. In case it does not, just to let you know, adding light to an object will cause it to reflect some of the light...so the grass appears green. So, there is really no way to "prove" this concept.
It is simply a fact that is supported by scientific facts of how light and pigments work. The presence of light is what makes things take on color. The absence of light brings darkness which eliminates color.
In the Gospel of John, Jesus (or the Word) is described as the Light. There was the true Light which, coming into the world, enlightens every man." (John 1:9). The presence of Light give every man color. Jesus brings life and fills the void and darkness of our souls. It is only by this light that we are able to become who we were created to become. God created grass to be green, but it is only by the presence of light that makes this possible. God created each of us to be something, but it is only by the presence of the true Light that this is possible for us.
One of my favorite verses now is John 1:5 which says, "The Light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it." You will find many different translations of the Greek here, such as; understand, comprehend, overcome, conquer, etc. The importance here is that Light is in contrast with darkness.
Throughout the Gospel of John there seems to be a "battle" between the Light and darkness. You see this played out. Those who believe in Jesus have the Light while those who do not walk in darkness. The darkness is trying to overcome the Light (as seen in John 1:5). Here is where the similarities with grass break down. The light from the sun will give way to the night sky on a predictable cycle. Jesus however, has conquered darkness. Darkness will never "overcome" the Light. This is extremely important! Jesus Christ has come to this world to give Light to every man! A Light that darkness cannot drown out.
On a final note, when Jesus was placed on the cross, one of the things that happened was that the sky turned dark. As Luke puts it, "It was about the sixth hour, and darkness came over the whole land until the ninth hour, for the sun stopped shining." (Luke 23:44-45). I may be stretching things a bit but there was darkness when Jesus died. It seems that darkness has won at this point. However, we know the rest of the story. Jesus lives! I imagine that when Jesus walked from the tomb, the sun was shining bright because Light overcame darkness. And, it is by this Light that we are able to have life...because the true Light gives us color.
10/12/2006
Too willing to praise
My purpose is that they be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. (Col. 2:2-3)
I think this is a good purpose statement for a group to have. Allow me to list a few conceptions about Christianity and the behavior of Christians. They may not all be from the Scriptures but few would argue that they are good virtues of a Christian.
1 - Treat others as you wish to be treated.
2 - If you don't have anything good to say...don't say anything at all.
3 - Love one another.
4 - Encourage one another.
5 - Share in others' struggles.
6 - Be respectful.
7 - Be kind.
I stopped the list at seven because of the implications of perfection. Also, because I knew that I could go on for quite some time but I think seven of them get the idea across.
As Christians we try very hard to accomplish these things. When someone gives their testimony, preaches, sings, prays, or does any other act of service, we give encouragement and support. If we didn't, then we often feel as though we have not succeeded at the seven (and many others) items listed above.
The other side of this issue is criticism. We, as Christians, do not want to be critical of our fellow believers. When they are finished, let's say preaching, we encourage them and praise them for a good message. We make them feel good. The last thing we want to do is be critical and make them feel inadequate. Many times, we see cases of people being too critical which is contrary to what we believe we should be doing. One case takes place on Asbury campus every day. All I have to do is say the name Joel Osteen and criticism will happen. We criticize him, people criticism Rick Warren, Bill Hybels, John Ortberg, and pretty much anyone who preaches on TV.
My point is, regardless as to whether or not any of these people should be criticized, there are times that we go too far. However, I believe that we, much more than we know, go too far with encouragement and praise. Let me say that again...I think we are too quick to praise someone for a job well done.
I believe that at many times our ambition to be good Christians and encourage and praise blinds us to reality. Maybe what that person preached was heresy or horrible theology or against what the church is about. In this case, when we praise them and encourage them, we are only adding fuel to the poor teaching.
If we get right down to it accomplishing the seven goals that I laid out above may look different than we think. Maybe, if the teaching and/or preaching was bad...we should tell them. Consider this:
1 - Treat others as you wish to be treated.
-If I am wrong...I want you to tell me because I desire to be right about this faith.
2 - If you don't have anything good to say...don't say anything at all.
-The question is...who is it good for. If it is good...then it will lead me to a better relationship with Christ because I will have a chance to correct my mistakes. Besides, shouldn't we worry about what is good for the Kingdom rather than what is good for me?
3 - Love one another.
-When you truly love one another you can voice these things. Did you read my last post? It read, "The fear of conflict breeds false harmony." If you are afraid to approach me, then the "harmony" that we have is false. I want real harmony.
4 - Encourage one another.
-If you showed me how to correct my mistakes, I would be encouraged for next time. You can be encouraging and still be honest.
5 - Share in others' struggles.
-Obviously, if I was off-base, I will be struggling. Walk that road with me.
6 - Be respectful.
-If you respected me, expressing your concerns would be respectful.
7 - Be kind.
-The right thing, and kind thing, to do would be to tell me.
There is a lot of overlap within the seven listed above. In case, you don't like my perspective...let's look at what Proverbs has to say within its wisdom.
Better is open rebuke than hidden love. (Proverbs 27:5)
He who rebukes a man will in the end gain more favor than he who has a flattering tongue. (Proverbs 28:23)
Do I have a point in all of this. Maybe. We must keep our eyes open. All too many times we hear or see something that is wrong and we do and say nothing. Maybe we simply choose not to act...maybe we don't realize the wrongness...maybe we are simply blinded with our drive to encourage and praise that we fail to evaluate and scrutinize what we heard or saw.
To encourage does not mean to praise and lift up. It does not mean to overlook negatives and only stress positives. As a Christian...sometimes encouragement means taking that difficult step and speaking out in some fashion for the gospel. And sometimes, just sometimes, that means rebuking another person.
Being able to rebuke openly and honestly will breed true harmony. And nothing sounds better than true harmony.
10/05/2006
9/27/2006
Portal to the past

That being said...the image here is of a radio that I recently acquired. I like this radio for two reasons. First of all, I have a broadcast background and I have always liked old radios. Secondly, I like this radio because it is from 1928. This is significant. You see, television was not around then. Radio was the form of entertainment. When a family finished a meal, they would gather around the radio and listen to their favorite shows. Shows like Amos 'n' Andy, Abbott and Costello, The Bob Hope Show, Gene Autry, Buck Rogers, Batman, and many others. I can picture a family sitting around this very radio. Spending time with one another and enjoying a common interest. Much like a family gathers for a favorite show or movie, families gathered around this radio.
When I think about it, the Bible is just like this radio. Many years ago people gathered around in groups to hear the Scriptures read to them. It was quality time that they spent with one another. They enjoyed listening to the Word of God read to them. It is what they did. So, each time I pick up the Bible I am participating in something that was a central source of entertainment for many people a long time ago.
The problem is this...Families do not gather around the radio anymore for their favorite shows. In fact, radio ratings are based on 15 minute time frames...maybe because people are not interested in it for long periods. The interest in radio has turned from a central means of entertainment to background noise. Many times, we do this with the Bible. The Scriptures become background to our own experiences and other things around us. When the radio took a back seat to the television, people stopped appreciating radio. When the Bible takes a backseat to anything, we stop appreciating the Word of God.
I am guilty of this...like all too many of us are. The television has replaced the radio. What has replaced the Bible in your life? What is your "television"? Think about it...figure it out...it is important. I am trying to figure it out for myself as well.
9/25/2006
Plea for blessings
We also see blessings in the lives of people around us. People seem happy...in fact some people seem to recieve that blessing that we so earnestly seek. As we sit in the midst of others recieving that blessing...it becomes difficult. Why does God not give us this blessing?
Sure, we understand that God has a plan for our lives and maybe...just maybe...that blessing is not in God's plans right now. Some would say that we should only seek God's will and not seek particular blessings. I disagree...strongly disagree.
This is how I see it. No matter what I pray and what I ask God for, my desire for this blessing is strong. It is there...and God knows this. It is a prayer written on my heart and God has read and continues to read my heart, so when the prayer leaves my lips...it is no surprise to God. The key here is that blessings, I believe, are a means of grace. To experience blessings in your life is to experience God. To seek blessings is to seek God.
We know that ultimately God's plan for us is best regardless of what that is. But, we want to experience God in one way in particular. Asking for this is not wrong...in fact...it is right. To seek God for this is to acknowledge before the blessing is ever recieved that the source of the blessing, and all blessings, is God.
So, we pray, we ask, and we seek. In the end...in some way...we will experience God.
9/21/2006
Daddy
The other day, during our Monday night prayer service, a good friend of mine prayed with me. In his prayer, he said something along the lines of, "Lord, show Tony that you are still his Daddy." As soon as he said this, an image popped into my mind.When I moved to California, to follow God's call on my life, I found myself standing in the backyard (if you call it that...in CA, they don't have backyards, only strips of grass between your house and the house behind yours), saying goodbye to my parents. As I hugged my father, he began to cry, which I think I had only seen him do on three or four occasions. His words to me were, "I'm going to miss you Bozo."
Ok...let me explain. When I was little, my dad always called me Bozo. It was my nickname...probably because I was a little dorky goober.
As we grow up, our relationships with our fathers change. We mature, an naturally, our relationships mature as well. I was making a huge leap of faith in my life. My life was changing drastically. I thought I was all alone. But, as my father hugged me, he reminded me...my father is still my daddy. That will never change.
No matter how old I get or how far away from him I am...he is still my daddy and I am still his little bozo. I should not have to explain how this relationship is like our relationship with God. God is our Daddy. He always will be, no matter how far from home we go.
God is our Daddy! It is so great to say! When I am in pain and hurting...He is my Daddy. When I am alone and scared...He is my Daddy. When I need a refuge for safety...He is my Daddy. So, it is with pride that I say...My Daddy loves me...and I love my Daddy!
9/13/2006
If we listen
After these things there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem by the sheep gate a pool, which is called in Hebrew Bethesda, having five porticoes. In these lay a multitude of those who were sick, blind, lame, and withered, waiting for the moving of the waters; for an angel of the Lord went down at certain seasons into the pool and stirred up the water; whoever then first, after the stirring up of the water, stepped in was made well from whatever disease with which he was afflicted. A man was there who had been ill for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there, and knew that he had already been a long time in that condition, He said to him, “Do you wish to get well?” The sick man answered Him, “Sir, I have no man to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up, but while I am coming, another steps down before me.” Jesus said to him, “Get up, pick up your pallet and walk.” Immediately the man became well, and picked up his pallet and began to walk. Now it was the Sabbath on that day. So the Jews were saying to the man who was cured, “It is the Sabbath, and it is not permissible for you to carry your pallet.” But he answered them, “He who made me well was the one who said to me, ‘Pick up your pallet and walk.’ ” They asked him, “Who is the man who said to you, ‘Pick up your pallet and walk’?” But the man who was healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had slipped away while there was a crowd in that place. Afterward Jesus found him in the temple and said to him, “Behold, you have become well; do not a sin anymore, so that nothing worse happens to you.”
John 5:1-14
But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. Early in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people were coming to Him; and He sat down and began to teach them. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman caught in adultery, and having set her in the center of the court, they said to Him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in adultery, in the very act. “Now in the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women; what then do You say?” They were saying this, testing Him, so that they might have grounds for accusing Him. But Jesus stooped down and with His finger wrote on the ground. But when they persisted in asking Him, He straightened up, and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. When they heard it, they began to go out one by one, beginning with the older ones, and He was left alone, and the woman, where she was, in the center of the court. Straightening up, Jesus said to her, “Woman, where are they? Did no one condemn you?” She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “I do not condemn you, either. Go. From now on sin no more.”
John 8:1-11
I can't help but put myself in one of these situations. How many times have I experienced the healing power of Christ in my life and not know how to fully explain it. To be confronted with questions about how and who and where and when. What a wonderful feeling to know that Christ will give us the power to walk when we think we don't have the strength.
At times, I feel as though I can relate with the woman caught in adultery. Caught in a sin. A sin that I should have known better not to commit...yet forgiven by the amazing mercy of a loving Savior. To stand in front of your Lord and Savior and face the consequences of your poor moral decision, and to hear the words..."I do not condemn you." The relief that you have at this time. The peace that you are overcome with. The joy of hearing those words from the one who can speak those words and know that it is ultimate reality.
However, I have yet to touch on the area of these stories that entice me the most. The important part here is what Jesus says after His healing and forgiving are completed.
To the healed man, Jesus said, "Do not sin anymore, so that nothing worse happens to you."
To the woman He says, "Go. From now on sin no more."
It is here that I hear the strong message that rings ever so loudly. It resounds. Jesus tells each of them what He had done for them saying, "I have made you well" and "I do not condemn you." It is following thes statements, the statements that Christ has done a work in your life that only Christ can do, that this command is made. Stop sinning! Flea from sin! Strive to perfection!
Our response to Christ loving us and dieing for us and raising from the dead for us is simply this; leave our lives of sin behind. This is what we are called to do. This command does not simply reside in these two verse. It stretches from Genesis to Revelation. We are to be "perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect" (Mat 5:48). We are to strive to be conformed into the likeness of Christ. This is our goal to strive for. This is what Jesus is calling the adulterous woman and the healed man to do. This is also what Jesus calls us to do. All we have to do is listen to Him. He is speaking. Are we listening?
I imagine that if I took the time to listen after Christ does something great in my life, I could hear Him say..."Tony, leave your life of sin behind." If only I would listen...maybe I could hear the whispers.
9/04/2006
Invisible Lines
We mark off invisible lines that divide countries. Invisible lines divide states. They divide counties, and even townships. Property lines, many times, are established with invisible lines. Some of us...me for example...have invisible lines of "personal space". Our world seems to be overrun by these invisible lines and we live our lives obeying the restrictions and barriers that these invisible lines manufacture.
However, as you fly over this wonderful country of ours...you see none of these invisible lines. All you see is a mass of land that is shared by everyone below...each car...each home...each person. They all share the same place. I imagine God looking at things from a "high" place much like I was in our small aircraft. He sees us all sharing the place that He created. There are no invisible lines in God's eyes. There are no countries...there are no states...there are no townships...there are no property lines.
We are intended to live in harmony and peace. Unfortunately, this is very difficult because of our invisible lines. We hear of wars over these invisible lines. We even hear of arguments over which state is better. Don't we all live in the same place. All of our land is connected...therefore, we are all connected. But...we don't like that. We like our invisible lines because it separates us from one another. The invisible lines tell me that you and I are not alike. I am from Indiana...and most likely...you are not. If you are...you are probably not from the same town and certainly not from the same property (home).
Maybe a lot of the struggles that our culture endures is caused by the invisible lines. Many people refer to the "Acts 2" church. It didn't seem as though they had many invisible lines and things seemed pretty good there. So good that people today desire to establish congregations that are modeled on the "Acts 2" church. I just wonder how much each of us struggle with invisible lines. How much does it hurt our ministry? How much does it hurt our friendships? How much does it hurt our marriages?
As I sat high above the earth in my cramped seat I couldn't help but think...what does God think about our invisible lines? What would God want us to do about our invisible lines?
Maybe something that we need to do is erase the invisible lines. I know that the reality is that this is difficult if not impossible...but isn't it worth a try? In order for these lines to be erased, we must first start small. By small, I mean those invisible lines that we draw around ourselves, our heart, our minds, and our souls. It is only then that we can even begin to focus on bigger invisible lines.